July 26, 2026

Back home. Feeling a little better, and feeling like I managed to catch what is happening before it became a Big Fucking Deal. I'm back on a metric shitton of prednisone soo.... A week or two of being a total blabbermouth and eating everything that isn't nailed down. Hopefully I can avoid the giant round moonface that I just got rid of a a couple weeks ago. But I'll take any of that over ever experiencing those episodes of waking in terror in the midst of respiratory failure, hyperventilating and yelling in total fear. The scariest thing I ever experienced and I'd like to leave that in last winter and never do it again.

And I look like hell, but I can get the camera to not show it too much.