February 17, 2026

Back in the motherfucking shit-eating cunting goddamn cocking bullshit son-of-a-bitching fucking hospital again. Round FOUR since the beginning of December. I was at the point where I was off oxygen for long stretches of time and getting around some on my own. Things started going backwards the past few days, having to be back on oxygen all the time and getting tired and winded with less and less activity. This morning it was worse, and I coughed up blood. So back to the motherfucking shit-eating cunting goddamn cocking bullshit son-of-a-bitching fucking hospital. Hemoglobin levels are low again, so I'm getting a blood transfusion now, and probably another later on. Apparently this is my fucking life now.